I thought I can be better than this.
Maybe I need to be away for a few months, or maybe a few years then I will come back as a changed person.

Saw a sunset when I was going home yesterday. Every trouble just disappeared and I was smiling again. This short moment of light may last for one minute but it sure made my day. :)

Busy = Not sad anymore

Those sad memories, those moments that only make us more miserable.....

People only remember it so as not to let us dread over it any further but to teach us to move on and learn from our mistakes.

I believe I have made the right decision and in fact, I have never been happier than before. It is because it is too amazing that people do not believe so that is why it is being targeted all the time, isin't it? I used to think the same way as you. ' Oh, how can it be true?' Who would want to believe in air? However, it taught me a lot of life lessons.

If you think negatively, a bad singer in choir will ruin the song.
If you think positively, even if that bad singer is the worst of all, the rest of the choir can join hands and sing together so that it will sound good.

PS. Everyone have their own thinking and principles. If I did any mistakes to make you upset or insult and object your thoughts on certain things or worst, say any harsh words, I apologise. Hence, while I am learning to respect your thinking and principles, please respect mine too. There are reasons why I chose it. If you get to know them or even step a foot to the place, I can assure you that there will be a change of mindset. Btw, I am not angry. :)

Would you rather be hated by or pitied by people?

I want to thank those people who are judgemental of me because without those, I would not have grow and know of my weaknesses. Without those, I would not have known who cares for me. :)

Why are people only famous when they die young?

People know who to celebrate with when they have happy news but how many people know who to turn to when they are unhappy?

It is amazing how one can influence another's thinking...

I finally truly understand the meaning of getting the credits when the work is not yours. It just totally digusts me.

What is the definition of easy? Easy until they can get A or easy that they can pass? Why do I see people saying it's easy but yet, they do not get an A? Is it because they are satisfied with a pass?

'If you want to have something you never have before, you got to do something you have never done before.'
You cannot really expect something better when you have never push yourself further. I guess that is when you know you have to take the first step out of your old boundary. Success need risks and sacrifices, otherwise they are just an empty shell. No sense of achievement...

I used to be a tiny fish from a small tank, very lonely and can be a mute sometimes. Since I was a boring fish, the owner decided to throw me into a pond!
An ugly pond which no other fishes wanted to be in except some unlucky ones who was thrown there by their owners too.
As I swam around, I saw that those fishes are of around the same age as me and we live nearby. Am I able to find someone who I might click with? Time goes by, injuries covering up old injuries, happiness packing on happiness.
However, I could not stay for long. A little kid who was playing nearby saw me and decided to catch me. I struggled a little but relented and she brought me home. After playing with me for awhile, she got sick of me and threw me into the sea nearby her house which is filled of rubbish.
In a confused mind seeing that I have to make friends all over again in such a big sea without knowing what would happen next, I stayed in the dark corner. Curiosity got the better of me so I decided to take a step and moved on.
Appalled to see fishes of different colours, types and ages, it was so hard to blend in! Help me! I do not want to die here! I do not want to get hurt by the rocks or be eaten up by even bigger fishes!
Thinking that I could go back to the tank by myself and hide from the world again, I swam in further and then unknowingly, I am in the middle of the sea.
Well hey, I survived. In fact, I made a few more friends along the way and they are pretty friendly. Hmm, I can try to mingle around.
Few months later, it hit on to me I am not the same old me. I am able to survive in the sea and have a couple of friends. No longer lonely anymore! What's more the ocean right? Though is this just plainly all talk? What is the ocean like? Will I be able to survive in the ocean... Perhaps have a great career in the ocean too?

Maybe I need to learn to let go, but does letting go means letting go of .....

I am sorry, I had fun though... for 75% of the day. :/

Can natural disasters be prevented? You, me and everyone obviously hope for a yes but I googled it and the answer is a big fat NO. Are the natural disasters happening a sign to tell us to cherish our loved ones? If yes, this is a harsh punishment. I really dislike seeing 'Tsunami Alert for New Zealand, the Philippines, Indonesia, Papua New Guinea, Hawaii, and others. Waves expected over the next few hours, caused by 8.9 earthquake in Japan'. from the news and 'Google'. People can only wait in fear...


PS. I know it is a blessing that Singapore does not have tsunami or earthquake so far but these bunch of people who want it to happen in Singapore so that they can die, whether they are joking or not, are just too much!

If you close your eyes, you see darkness… but if you keep them closed for long enough and concentrate hard, you’ll see light.
— Effy Stonem

A wise man once said that we humans reflect light to people. OR rather we reflect happiness to people. We can also say that this mean, if we are happy, people will be happy. Hence, if you are sad, people will be sad. Does this mean, you have to act happy in front of others even if you are sad? I can try...

I have officially ended my last day of year 1, last day of sem 2. Having mixed feelings~ I hate this feeling, really hate it! Makes me feel so useless again. I want each sem to get better. I don't want my poly life to be meaningless. I don't want my youth to be meaningless. I want them to know that even though I may not speak much, it is because it is all deep down being kept in my heart.