I have officially ended my last day of year 1, last day of sem 2. Having mixed feelings~ I hate this feeling, really hate it! Makes me feel so useless again. I want each sem to get better. I don't want my poly life to be meaningless. I don't want my youth to be meaningless. I want them to know that even though I may not speak much, it is because it is all deep down being kept in my heart.