I had always thought our school's reputation would become better over the years but after hearing what my classmate saying that. I was left feeling disappointed and speechless.
A: What secondary school are you from?
Me: Bishan Park
B(her): I heard that Bishan Park is famous for their gangsters and school pregnancy.
I looked at her and gave the wth(serious?) face.
Her school is at at Simei and she can know that BPS is a lousy school. What can I say? What can I do? I do not know how to protect the secondary school that once gave me wonderful memories that poly cannot. I could only swallow my saliva and change topic. She is that hypocrite and she does not look guilty at all.

I dislike hypocrites. One moment, talking to you so nicely then another moment, talking

bad about you behind your back. What's worst is that they still think they are nice and

right. If you give the heck care attitude that you do not care less of this person, then

do not expect people to be nice to you. You can at least think before you jump into

conclusions. People tell me it is their problem if they think it that way and do not care

them but isin't it that this is the problem that causes the world to be full of unhappiness.

You know what, if you are making it obvious to the person that you dislike her, then

it is your fault already because you have just harm an innocent person who did nothing

but only what you imagined out of.

You may not care but some care.

This world is too scary... too scary. You can never know when you are facing

a fake person with a mask on when they do not even realise that.

Wow, this is my 101th post. :) Today is so slack and I learnt some difficult words. Atomistic and holistic... I think I have this love-hate relationship with my studies. Why aren't there any peaceful beaches in Singapore? This place is just too stressful.

Perhaps as technology advances, shows will change too but I'm still excited for cartoons. Guess they were no longer the same as before. 1990s rock. :) The generation where cartoons are the nicest.It's ironic how people used to look forward to the future as the futuristic look is nice but now, as technology advances, we want to turn back time to enjoy our young times.

Oh and one of my guy classmate is disgusting. His laptop wallpaper is a picture of a lady wearing bra and panties and he does not feel embarrassed by it. My classmate does. I do.

Don't know whether to call him a pervert or what.

I miss those young times when I can make mistakes as I was still young. Now that I am a teenager, even a small spelling mistake or wrong pronunciation, people will think you are stupid or have some grammar problem. Those young times when everyone is so nerdy and when no one cares about their looks or get affected by stupid relationship problems.

I finally know why adults like to go back to their young times.

I think I am crazy. You know why?

Now that it is semester 2, I realise I kinda like studying. :/

I am so curious at everything and find everything interesting.

If only I realise that in secondary school. Oh well. It's still not too late. :)

Where have all the wonderful cartoons gone to? Has the creative juices for cartoon ran out or the creators for cartoons just thought that maybe babies nowadays play with computers and psp?

Everytime I switched to any cartoon channels, I will shake head.
I still remember I can watch cartoons the whole day in the past.
I miss powerpuff girls,
scooby doo,
hey arnold,
Dexter's lab
and my all time favourite,
The little lulu show.

I also miss the old school biscuits, kacang puteh that was sold in J8
and milk sweet which my Phillipines's friend will give me.

I still remember how I will eat the icing first before the biscuit.
I also remember the wheel biscuit and many others.
I am glad that they are still being sold.
I will definitely go and find my childhood once again. :)

This whole week was a mess! Could not even concentrate in class because of so many problems. Daily grades that came back were like wth. This semester is important to me and in my dictionary, hapen once will never happen twice. Buck up, Jerlina Loh.

Thank god I made friends :) Bena. Finally a friends that stays in north west like me. :) She even invites me to her house to see her dogs. Can't wait... I hope this will continue and not end up like last semester.


I miss my grandma. I miss her kindness and how she used to protect me but I was so blind to think that I do not need any protection. I miss how we miscommunicate. I dislike how she is gone so fast and I do not get to say goodbye. At least, for once, there was one whom truly care for me. Now, never will I feel that warmth.

Ok, I guess problem solved. I feel a deep relief. I hope it will turn out well and I promised to be a good girl. :) I must start afresh.

If you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend in with the world but they continued to disappoint them.
~Jodi Picoult

School has started, made new friends, began to feel refreshed and happy with the class but apparently there are still some things that goes wrong. Not related to school though.

My passport expired so that means I am an illegal immigrant. haha but no worries will be making a new one soon, not so soon. lol

I really really think the more I stay at home, the more I feel emo. T_T

I need a wishing bird to take away my stress and bless me for mathematics.

After reading Venus's post,

it jolted to me that as adulthood is approaching,

the more I must learn to be independent

and be ready to let go of my parents' hands.

The day will come where I do not see them anymore

or they do not see me anymore.

Luckily there is still a long period of time to be able to see them

so let's not make this post emotional. haha

Hmm, question of the day....

Why do some celebrities mention that they

do not wear animals' skins but

they are carrying bags made out of animals?

Isn't it the same?

Animals........

Now that it is holidays, I do not know what to blog about.

Can someone give me a job to do....

I wish I can learn a talent.

I think that after this YOG

everyone can know where Singapore is

and what Singapore is.

I cannot stop laughing

how people think Singapore is a part

of China.

It is truly pathetic

that not many people know where

Singapore is.

I do not know why I am feeling this way, so tired.

If a person who is educated means having moral values,

so does that means a person who is educated that does not carry out

his moral values like throwing away litter

uneducated or educated?

I guess I should end this.

As time passes, does this mean that we will be getting further and further

away from each other?

I do not want changes.

I hate changes.

For the fact that

CHANGE

can change our hearts....

I feel so helpless sometimes, coming to school aimlessly. I think having an IG really livens up my poly life. Saturday is the best and the most fun day of my poly life. From there, I can make new friends and can continue to go on with them for three years because I know I am not close to my classmates enough to hang out with them. Starting from the next semester, I am definitely going to be more hyper and lively to have some close friends.

Saturday was so fun helping out at the booth for the science festival in marina square. The best laugh I had since starting poly life. The faci were so kind, offering food and showing care about us. The kids were so curious trying to solve the puzzles and one kid looked like Agnes( Despicable Me). So cute! OMG, her sister said ' The sun is hiding'. I heard the planes flying for the ndp preview. I took home the first prize bear too because there is not enough to give out so they kept it till the end.


What's best is while walking the bridge on my way to the MRT to home, I saw the fireworks! One of my best moments in life.... Will update on the fireworks in the next post. Love it :)

Right now, I want to enjoy my last moments in class with some of my friends. Happy that she talked to me :)

Woohoo, I am proud to announce

*drumrolls*

I got an

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A

for my UT2

cognitive problem solving.