Remember the times how people used to dislike tucking their shirts in, thinking oh 'it is so nerdy'. Well, well, well because of the vintage fashion that is back, everyone is doing it!!!

Someone who has a natural face but a 'plastic' heart or someone who has a 'plastic' face but a kind heart? Which is more revolting?

I would choose the former. :) The latter just reminds me of 200 pound beauty. However, the similarity of these two is that we cannot see the inner self aka the heart. People only see the face. Cruel ?!

Well, before the year ends, I am not going to look back but look forward. ^^ Next year is going to be a better year. Ya know why? I'm turning 18... and it's time to dream big and let my thoughts turn into actions.

Our life is like the sky. There is darkness and brightness going on continuously, with a little bit of rain but we still survive through them. :)

As we grow older, we know that everyone is not perfect and people tend to make mistakes. Still, we always secretly search for something perfect in our eyes and always aiming to be perfect. This is the 'so called' human nature...

There is no such thing as value in anyone as we are all priceless.
There is no such thing as loving someone more or less, only love or not love.
There is no such thing as I am more happier than whoever, only happy or not happy.
There is no such thing as you are more important than me as we are all equally important. Equally important to our parents, friends and love ones. :)

I am having lunch now and the minced meat has the exact same taste as the vegetable rice store in my primary school. It just brings back old memories. I totally love this minced meat, so nolstagic. I smiled while having every single bite. Have been searching for it for 4 years after I left primary school and now, I finally found a store that sells the exact same taste of the meat.
It is sad that the food is no longer there in primary school anymore. I miss the swing too, I wonder how much has the school changes? :S

Yes, exams are over but no point of rejoicing. The feeling of waiting for the results is worse than taking the papers. :(

Feeling low without anymore hopes for anything, her self-esteem becomes lower and lower. It is not that she is not trying to look at the positive aspects but the only reason why she is not having high hopes anymore is because that she is afraid of being disappointed again... No matter how strong you are, there will be a tinge of disappointment when something do not go your way.

When you say I love you too much or miss you too much, it does not mean anything anymore when you really mean it....

Sometimes when I see people saying I love you, babe. Miss you, girl. Want to see you so badly, babe with all the mushy stuffs, I cannot tell the difference when they truly mean it or when they do not. See how I reply to such things when its so often? :) yup just a :). Do it at appropriate times, at special times only, ok....people.


~ PS: It can refer to anyone.

I hate that I am so freaking lazy. Imagine how many things I can accomplish if I am not so lazy?

I must thank Jonghyun for this..... Just because of his relationship,

I actually managed to talk to you on msn almost everyday.

Haha, and this causes my classmate to always say msn ah msn ah, everyday msn.

Haha be jealous. Well, I was like that in the past too.

No one to talk to on msn and can only see others typing away on the keyboard

smiling to themselves.

Thx to you, I am also able to turn my 'demotivations' into motivations. :):)

Today, for the first time, someone asked me to go clubbing. For once, I wished I am 18. The feeling is terrible when you say you are underaged. :( I want to go. I was so happy when they asked me. Oh man. Majority of my classmates are already 18 or older.

All these years, people are a little selfish, whether good or bad, they will wish for something deep inside them.

I watched from a show that people in the city always tell each other to be

satisfied with what they have

but it's human nature to want something more.

We can never be satisfied.

They tell us to to look at the poor and compare ourselves with them

but we are different.

They are satisfied with their environment because

some do not get to see what city life are.

Hence, if people give them something, they will be happy.

I find it quite true......

Will you still wish for more if you are in a forlorn island

who do not know city life?

I had always thought our school's reputation would become better over the years but after hearing what my classmate saying that. I was left feeling disappointed and speechless.
A: What secondary school are you from?
Me: Bishan Park
B(her): I heard that Bishan Park is famous for their gangsters and school pregnancy.
I looked at her and gave the wth(serious?) face.
Her school is at at Simei and she can know that BPS is a lousy school. What can I say? What can I do? I do not know how to protect the secondary school that once gave me wonderful memories that poly cannot. I could only swallow my saliva and change topic. She is that hypocrite and she does not look guilty at all.

I dislike hypocrites. One moment, talking to you so nicely then another moment, talking

bad about you behind your back. What's worst is that they still think they are nice and

right. If you give the heck care attitude that you do not care less of this person, then

do not expect people to be nice to you. You can at least think before you jump into

conclusions. People tell me it is their problem if they think it that way and do not care

them but isin't it that this is the problem that causes the world to be full of unhappiness.

You know what, if you are making it obvious to the person that you dislike her, then

it is your fault already because you have just harm an innocent person who did nothing

but only what you imagined out of.

You may not care but some care.

This world is too scary... too scary. You can never know when you are facing

a fake person with a mask on when they do not even realise that.

Wow, this is my 101th post. :) Today is so slack and I learnt some difficult words. Atomistic and holistic... I think I have this love-hate relationship with my studies. Why aren't there any peaceful beaches in Singapore? This place is just too stressful.

Perhaps as technology advances, shows will change too but I'm still excited for cartoons. Guess they were no longer the same as before. 1990s rock. :) The generation where cartoons are the nicest.It's ironic how people used to look forward to the future as the futuristic look is nice but now, as technology advances, we want to turn back time to enjoy our young times.

Oh and one of my guy classmate is disgusting. His laptop wallpaper is a picture of a lady wearing bra and panties and he does not feel embarrassed by it. My classmate does. I do.

Don't know whether to call him a pervert or what.

I miss those young times when I can make mistakes as I was still young. Now that I am a teenager, even a small spelling mistake or wrong pronunciation, people will think you are stupid or have some grammar problem. Those young times when everyone is so nerdy and when no one cares about their looks or get affected by stupid relationship problems.

I finally know why adults like to go back to their young times.

I think I am crazy. You know why?

Now that it is semester 2, I realise I kinda like studying. :/

I am so curious at everything and find everything interesting.

If only I realise that in secondary school. Oh well. It's still not too late. :)

Where have all the wonderful cartoons gone to? Has the creative juices for cartoon ran out or the creators for cartoons just thought that maybe babies nowadays play with computers and psp?

Everytime I switched to any cartoon channels, I will shake head.
I still remember I can watch cartoons the whole day in the past.
I miss powerpuff girls,
scooby doo,
hey arnold,
Dexter's lab
and my all time favourite,
The little lulu show.

I also miss the old school biscuits, kacang puteh that was sold in J8
and milk sweet which my Phillipines's friend will give me.

I still remember how I will eat the icing first before the biscuit.
I also remember the wheel biscuit and many others.
I am glad that they are still being sold.
I will definitely go and find my childhood once again. :)

This whole week was a mess! Could not even concentrate in class because of so many problems. Daily grades that came back were like wth. This semester is important to me and in my dictionary, hapen once will never happen twice. Buck up, Jerlina Loh.

Thank god I made friends :) Bena. Finally a friends that stays in north west like me. :) She even invites me to her house to see her dogs. Can't wait... I hope this will continue and not end up like last semester.


I miss my grandma. I miss her kindness and how she used to protect me but I was so blind to think that I do not need any protection. I miss how we miscommunicate. I dislike how she is gone so fast and I do not get to say goodbye. At least, for once, there was one whom truly care for me. Now, never will I feel that warmth.

Ok, I guess problem solved. I feel a deep relief. I hope it will turn out well and I promised to be a good girl. :) I must start afresh.

If you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend in with the world but they continued to disappoint them.
~Jodi Picoult